My over active mind never stops, not even to sleep. Thoughts race by at the speed of light, never stopping to take a breath. Transitioning from one subject to the next with no warning. I'm a prisoner of my own mind. SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF HERE!
My over active mind never stops, not even to sleep. Thoughts race by at the speed of light, never stopping to take a breath. Transitioning from one subject to the next with no warning. I'm a prisoner of my own mind. SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF HERE!
I don't know the events that led to this, and yours I'm sure are different from mine, but I know exactly how you feel. I, too, am jaded...very jaded with people and relationships. Friendships fall there too. One example - After being in a fatal car accident in 2007, I have since learned who my true friends are. The ones that were supposed to be the best friends, the closest friends at the time, never even came to see me when I was laid up in the bed for over a week with both legs splinted. It was my mother that took care of me and the friends that you least expect to come visit and offer their help.
ReplyDeleteThat particular best friend that never came to see me, I no longer see nore talk to, but I've tried to move past the hurt and anger. If he were to take that step as your friend did, I would hear him out. But like you, it will never be the same and I too am very mistrusting of people.
I don't think you "owe it to a good friend" to hear her out...I think you owe it to yourself to hear her out. Make it for yourself, not for her. It may help you move past in a way, who knows? Not saying that you should fall right back to everything the way it was, just saying that who knows, it may shed some light on how you feel about the situation and how you feel you should proceed from it...know what I mean? Just my little two cents...